The next chapter

The past has been packed and is to be kept in the closet. Skeptical about letting it go, would times be the same, was it just for a time being. The time was precious and beautiful, not every day was filled with laughter nor every day was fun but, there was still the joy of being together and savoring the moment nevertheless. 

I found many people this year. The girl who's like me but taller, the depressed folks, the anime guy, the lovesick kid, the saint, that one crazy girl who makes me do weird stuff, the brown eyes and spicy tongue, pick me girl, and the copycat. It was fun with them till it lasted but just one day closer and I won't be able to meet them always. 

The new chapter will begin, there would be new people, new hurdles, and new happiness (hopefully) and I'll again go through various phases of life. Leaving behind a big part of life is not an easy task. For 15 years, I've been reckless and free only thing I cared about was having fun with friends. As every year passed by a new lesson was learned, and these 15 years have grown me into the person I'm today. I'm not perfect, not even close to it but, my 15 years have ended so, is it like I won't be able to build myself anymore? No. Only a few years have come to an end, and only a few chapters are completed there are still many chapters for character development.

There are uncertainties and fear, life is vague and it doesn't give space for the predictability. Life comes with finding new people as well as finding oneself. 

This year was a rollercoaster. Everyone who came into my life was out of nowhere, something I wanted but never knew. All of it was chaotic from going to school to lunch to departure. The memories of the ride to school and back home, the games we played during class time, random giggling, fighting and crying and laughing again, the lunch break to catch up with even crazier friends, mimicking others, school functions, and reminiscing the days back.

It's a bit sad that it won't be the same again, the days later might be fun but, the days yesterday with the people who mattered the most to me are special, the time I would want to reminisce about in the future. You have always inspired me and uplifted me at my worst times. I am glad I found great people and I hope I do find them always.

The school is now becoming a memory, a nostalgia. The life I've lived, I don't know if these were the best years of my life but they matter a lot. The time that has passed is just a scrap a lot is there to happen.